Fighting Imposter Syndrome and Evangelizing as a Catholic Convert
As a convert, it can be easy to lean on one’s conversion as a crutch. “I’m just a convert,” I used to think, deciding it would be better not to speak or defend the faith, just in case I got a point wrong. “Wouldn’t it be better to become an apologist before speaking?” I thought. I don’t think this thought was from God, though, but a belief constructed out of my own fear.
Finding Inspiration From Fellow Converts
One thing that has been bringing me great comfort is the fact that Jesus’ first followers were all converts, whether they were a gentile or a Jew. The apostles were all converts; Mary and Martha were converts; and for years to come after that, all Christians were converts. Converts today follow in the footsteps of amazing saints like Paul, Ignatius of Antioch, and Elizabeth Ann Seton, just to name a few. Modern converts I draw inspiration from today include Leah Mychal, Haley Stewart, and Shannon K. Evans.
Strengthened by Confirmation
Going through the catechesis of RCIA should leave you with a strong foundation in the faith. It’s OK if your first explanations of the faith or Church teachings aren’t perfectly eloquent or articulate; just raising or clarifying a point to the people we encounter can be impactful.
I may not be ready to have a detailed opinion on the intricacies of canon law, but there are basic moral issues the Catholic Church has a clear stance on, some of which I feel a more personal connection to. I should be ready to go out into the world and profess the faith and the truth of those moral issues. It is one of the spiritual effects of the sacrament of Confirmation, which gives us a special strength to defend the faith as witnesses of Christ.
Putting It Into Practice
What’s worse: not saying anything and letting what could be a big moment in someone’s faith journey slip away or getting a small detail wrong? When someone asks you a question and you don’t know the answer, you can say, “I’m not 100% sure about that. Let me get back to you.” This response is a great opportunity for humility and growth in your faith as you seek to answer the person’s question as well as an opportunity to extend the conversation later.
Another opportunity for evangelization I’ve missed in the past is answering the question, “Why are you Catholic?” Thinking about your faith journey and being able to share it in an inviting story may do wonders for others. Your story may open a door for a person that he or she has never considered.
Let’s be bold and willing to be a light in the world for others through our faith, whether we’re a convert or not. In the words of St. Catherine of Siena, “Proclaim the truth and do not be silent through fear.”
Savanna Polasek is a nonprofit communications specialist, freelance writer, and creator of Memoir Ink. She is a Catholic convert and lives with her charming husband in Austin, Texas. In her free time she enjoys exploring Texas, listening to Catholic podcasts, reading, and writing fiction. You can connect with her on LinkedIn.